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Wednesday♥ Dec 24, 2009

停住了从前停不住时间
离别后秋天赶走夏天
看着雨点冷冷的坠落路面
给跌碎的心愿

上次约会的餐厅已歇业
被一起在真空的世界
终于相爱已比分开遥远
那面玻璃悄悄湿的脸
原谅我没有说最爱你的是我
予取予求又把温柔当附和
原谅我没有说我给你的并不多
拥抱过却没有把握

雨停了街景透明的蓝天
像从来没有那么愉悦
终于相爱已比分开遥远
终于再见变成了谎言

原谅我没有说最爱你的是我
予取予求又把温柔当附和
原谅我没有说我给你的并不多
拥抱过却没有把握

用倔强来包裹脆弱
用自由来等同不寂寞
我们或太晓得你说的不难过
是强行放手强行挣脱

原谅我没有说最爱你的是我
予取予求又把温柔当附和
原谅我没有说我给你的并不多
拥抱过以为没什么

上次约会的餐厅已歇业
被一起在真空的世界
终于相爱已比分开遥远
那面玻璃悄悄湿的脸

There there. LYRICS !
New song from 李聖傑.
Very nice lyrics.
Like it from

原谅我没有说最爱你的是我
予取予求又把温柔当附和
原谅我没有说我给你的并不多
拥抱过却没有把握~

LOves_left_Alone.. Monday♥ Dec 7, 2009

我喜歡你叫我驚世駭俗丑不啦嘰香菇頭~
我喜歡你一天打我八百次~
我喜歡你念英文的聲音~
我喜歡你喝醉酒要我背你回家~
我喜歡你上課愛睡覺但做報告卻很認真~
我喜歡你跟我一樣喜歡頑皮豹但又知道他的好朋友是誰~
我喜歡你你明明不是我心目中喜歡的那樣的女生可是我就是喜歡你~

有本事抛棄別人，就有本事扛起被抛棄的痛苦.

LOves_left_Alone.. Sunday♥ Dec 6, 2009

羅志祥 - 愛不單行(海派甜心插曲)

羅志祥 Show Luo - 生理时钟

爱疯头罗志祥 (海派甜心)

LOves_left_Alone.. Sunday♥ Dec 6, 2009

okay okay , UPDATE due to overwhelming response ! (oops =3) ^-^ tweets!
hehehe. wow, my last post is actually sep 12?! so long didn blog le.
simply jus dun have to mood to blog agn noh.
haha, anyway, jus wanna post some nice songs over here.
Maybe will blog more things when i have e mood. ^-^ ♥
and, wanna change blog skin and pics!

练习不想他 by 杨青倩
A singer tat comes from mainland,
A girl who noe WUSHU,come in 1st somemore! :0
she had big eyes man~ O.O

泪海 by 许茹芸

Must pay special attention to the lyrics ! :D

愛已不能動
還有什麼值得我心痛
想你的天空下起雨來
沒人心疼的黑夜
臉頰兩行鹼鹼的淚水
是你哦是你
讓我望穿淚水肝腸寸斷
你怎麼捨得讓我的淚流向海
付出的感情永遠找不回來
你怎麼捨得讓我的愛流向海
傷心的往事一幕幕
就像潮水將我掩埋

愛已不能動
還有什麼值得我心痛
想你的天空下起雨來
沒人心疼的黑夜
臉頰兩行鹼鹼的淚水
是你哦是你
讓我望穿淚水肝腸寸斷
你怎麼捨得讓我的淚流向海
付出的感情永遠找不回來
你怎麼捨得讓我的愛流向海
傷心的往事一幕幕
就像潮水將我掩埋
閉上了雙眼還看見和你的纏綿
眼角的淚水喜不去心中
一遍一遍的誓言
你怎麼捨得讓我的淚流向海
付出的感情永遠找不回來
你怎麼捨得讓我的愛流向海
傷心的往事一幕幕
就像潮水將我掩埋~

LOves_left_Alone.. Saturday♥ Sep 12, 2009

Haha, our 'mei dui' . Can u guess which one is mine? :X

Got lots of things to update.
Okkays. Let me start wif o9o9o9 ^3^
Wonderful day.
Special .
It was evelyn's birthday on o9o9o9.
We went to celebrate.
Went first Mulan,shirley and of cox evelyn.
Hehe. Went to orchard ion first.
Because tat day was Lee Min Ho's shop openind day.
ETUDE HOUSE.
OMG~ the hse is PiiNK.
Can u imagine. ALL piink.
Like a princess hse.
Wahaha.

Because is first day of opening,
got many free gifts woh.
Got give fury pen, and whitening mask.
Actually i forget to take the mask.
Then bo bian.
Asked shirley to pei me go out and in the shop again,
jus to take the mask.
Wahaha,and we succuessed loh!
In the end, Shirley gained 1 more mask.
Haha,she got two. :)
Then the shop is very crowded.
Walked ard then evelyn finally went to pay.
Tink she bought $30 plus.
Then the shop got say if spent more than $10,
can have poster woh.
So she got one liao.
But then shirley say tat why nvr seperate pay.
Cox can have 2 arhs.
Wahaha. Then evelyn chao qi. :P

Anyway.
Left the shop at 4 plus.
Went SENTOSA then.
Trained to harbour front.
Woo~
Went to DAISO and bought drinks.
I bought baby biscuits. Xiao man tou. XD

Hehe. Then went to buy tickets.
Tickets behind gt print o9o9o9 woh!
Got sentimental value. :P
Then we got in the train! :D
HAPPY.

Something stupid happen.
Can u imagine tat we actually went 1 round back?
Back to the VIVO again.
WTH. Haha.
Then second time,got a china woman asked.
Where is the SENTOSA RESORT HOTEL?
We were like, as if we noe. we are lost too!-.-
But evelyn and mulan help to ask for direction.
Then finally we reached the beach area.
WOW~ It has been ages since my last visit to the beach.
i tink last time, i was oni in kindergarden or P1 !
HEhE.

Walked and chated on the way.
yea~ the drinks.
Wahseh. Both evelyn and shirley's sucks.
So bitter and not nice.
Mulan's nicer alot. Milk wif coffee. :P
Ya. and i give out the rest of my xiao man tou.
Haa. then we started playing the throw high high then use mouth to catch one.
haha. Almost all dropped. BOO! :)

Rched the beach finally.
Nice air and sand.
Took of shoes and walked.
Woo~ so soft.
The feeling was very good.
So romantic. . .
I jus love this kind of feeling..

We chatted as we walked.
And walked to the very end.
Crossed the bridge.
It is shaking violently loh!
Haha, made by evelyn and shirley.

Crossed the end and rch a platform.
Wah.
Totally engrossed in the view.
So beautiful. Romantic.
We stayed there from 5 plus to 8 plus loh!
Scary yea? haha.

Try to took pictures.
But the outcome nt very good.
So dun wan post. :X
Then at 8 plus,wif my long nagging.
We finally decide to leave the beach.
However. Lost.
Haha, cant find VIVO CITY MRT STATION.
DIE. Lucky finally found.
Trained back.
Chat about korea and SHINee.
And guessing SHINee members.
Wahaha. Almost all wrong.
Sigh. Difficult to fen.
Haha. Play Nintendo too.

Then mulan got off first.
Then we oso got off at Boon lay.
In these few hours.
Mummy called me many times as i promised to rch hm b4 7.
OOPS. It was alr 9 plus when i rch JP!
heng arhs, dad gt cm fetch :D
Then went home to bath and have dinner.
While they have theirs in JP.
Finsihed ! My day on o9o9o9 :D
Special date special day. HAPPY ^3^

Anyway, had my Ns papers last week.
ENGLISH SOCIAL STUDIES CHINESE.
3 papers gone liao..
I dunno how i fare. Should be okkayys bahs.
Because i managed to finish my ss paper.
But teacher say ppl who chose healthcare one mus be careful,
cox qns is tricky.
Source-BAsed! DIE. DAMN DIFFICULT!
Haiss. English.
Should be okkay. Memorise so many formats.
To tink in the end, cum out informal.
Damn easy. Compo oso. PROMISES.
All ppl choose this topic loh. omg.
HAHA.
Feels tat CL LC is damn damn easy.
Easier than prelims. Paper 2 is little more difficult.
Next paper is till 5th oct. SCIENCE >.<

Anyway, 9 more days woh!
Wohahahahahahahahahahaha!
Holiday leh on tat day.
See government so gd to me.
Know tat day is my bdae so give holi to everyone.
Wahahahahahahaha. Too high liao.

Anyway, gotten birthday cards from my 2 cutee cousins!
ISn it nice of them? ooh, *touched*
Hehe. Thanks huishan and huien. :D
And of course evelyn too. I love the shirt. :D
I noe i still owned u one. Hehe ^k

OKAYYS!
Finally finished update-ing.
Off to bath liao.
OOPS, it is 11 pus liao! :X
Bye ppl ...

o9o9o9 <3<3<3 Friday♥ Sep 4, 2009

I woke up in nightmares in my dreams last nite.
I was terrified.
I had lost everything in my life.
EVERYTHING.

My family, my friends, my home...
Oh man.
Although i noe it is a dream,
it seems so real to me.

I dreamt tat i am wif a friend in somewhere.
I forget who liao.
The place was a garden.
Flowers surrounding, got swing too.
Then.
We are running ard playing and chasing.
Everything seems so heavenly,
we are like angels? maybe.
Suddenly.
Got monster cum!
He snatched my friend away!
Of cox i got fight wif him.
I lost.
I tink i got kneeled down.
To beg him,
for him to return me my friend.
He dun wan.
My tears flowed out like an endless river.

He told me it was my retribution.
He had to take away all things from me.
He say i had done too many sins.
It is time i repay back.
He left .
And i was woke up from his last sinister laugh.
With cold sweat streaming down my face.
Siao~
Really is crazy.
Can u imagine tat it was 4am in the afternoon?
WAD THE HELL.
Okay.
Forget it.
It was just a dream after all.

Anyway...
N-lvls coming in 2 days time.
YES. i am nervous.
Esp chinese.
I noe i jus have to get A1.
If nt, sure DIE.

Birthday cuming in 17 days.
Wondering why am i still counting.
As usual, i dun tink i can enjoy..
16th birthday. So wad?
No big deal arhs.

IT HURTS TO BE HEARTBROKEN~ Thursday♥ Sep 3, 2009

幸福其实可以很简单。
只是你把他复杂化了。

也许我做不到你最想要的幸福，
但是我还可以送给你我最深的祝福。
希望收到我们这些。。
曾经拥有过最快乐的快乐，
让下一个人来完整你的幸福。。。

IT HURTS TO BE HEARTBROKEN~ Thursday♥ August 27, 2009

只想牵着你的手，站在你身后。。
你却连同情都不给。。。
LOves_left_Alone.. Friday♥ August 21, 2009

Oh man!
Blogger is giving me a lot of problems sia!
Pictures cant be upload,
Videos oso.
Everything is weird!!
Haix yoyo.

Anyway,
I managed to post some nice ones here.
All is Xiao zhu and Xiao gui de bai fen bai.
Very cute sia.

Btw, Prelims is starting again this monday.
Sian diao.
Haven study yet.
Geo,math,chem.. AHHHH!!!!

Nvm,i shall study on sunday.
Didn update fer quite long.
So i shall start on where?
Errm.

Yes.
I am recently very into Taiwan and Korean.
Esp some of SHinee,(Evelyn will scream if she see this)
Like wad, onew lah,taemin lah.
But it is difficult to rmb who they are,
cause the name is weird??

And of cause some super junior de lah.
( I forget the name liao~ PS)
Then last time saw qianwen's laptop's wallpaper.
Is ft island! OMG~
immediately! fell in love!!
See? i forget the name again.
CAn oni rmb is the posing on the left hand side.
OMG~ SHUAI DAO~~~

OKAY! COOL DOWN......
Next is Taiwan de.
SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG!!!
XIAO GUI !!
OMG!! Oso SHUAI DAO~~

Recently hor.
I am starting to figure out more about myself.
I am trying to know myself better.
I tink i am 1 who will get jealous very easily.
VERY VERY EASILY.
I dunno how to say lah. But is very selfish too.

Next is..
I FINALLY noe wad kind of boy boy i am totally into.
Hehehehehehehehehehehe.

1) He must have dimples!

When he smiles,can really dian dao me de.
Example: Xiao Gui,Kim Bum

2) Cannot smoke.
3) Must joke alot.

I tink this 3 is the most important de bahs.
But will be better if dressed in Pink tee and white shorts.
OMG~ haha.

Now.
I love most is Show luo.
Haha.
Dun suan me liao okayys!
bye bye.
I goin watch videos liao.
And maybe there will be no more updates,
till my Prelims are over! =)

LOves_left_Alone.. Saturday♥ August 8, 2009

yoyoyo!
Ppl ppl i'm back.
Yeah yeah yeah.

Went to jp today.
To see Jack neo they all.
They advertising bou Xia dao xiao.
New movie.
quite nice.
MAybe going watch wif Evelyn.

Never take any pic there.
Except for 1 wif Evelyn.
haha.
Jack neo they all talking and joking.
Very funny.
Hahahaha.
Was laughing all the way.
Then after tat went walkwalk.
Saw a bag tat was quite nice.
Haha.
But it cost $22.
Was still deciding whether to buy mahs.
Huh.......

Toady at Tampines Mall there oso.
Got artistes go there.
Rebecca Lim. Pornsak. Yuan Shuai.
They all go there for wad.
For giving out Jiayous Singapore badges.
Ben lai wan go de.
But have to go home at 4 plus.
Cause the usual routine.
HAve to go to ah me hse.
SO... Cannnot go lohs.

Sianssss.
Prelims coming next week.
Haix.
Haven start revising yet.
Oni a little bit on ss.
Someone will kill me if i fail ss.
HAix.

Have to work hard.
Anyway.
Can see Evelyn 's braces in the pic?
Yea.
She put on liao.
Very cuteeeee.
Got the metal metal thingy.
Wohaha.
Subbenly got a urge to do it too.
Even though i dun need tat.

Anyways.
Saw qianwen when we bou to leave jp.
LOL.
Evelyn and me .
"Hum-hum-HUM! "
So loudly at her.
But she nvr hear !
HAha.
So qiao.

Then walk tgt to MRT station.
LOL.
Walked back to buy SHILIN.
HAha, then went home.
And here i am.
BLogging! WOOHOO~
BYEEEEEEeeee! :)
LOves_left_Alone.. MOnday♥ August 3, 2009

Updates updates.
Collect new timetable today.
Sianss.
HAix.
PE being change to thurs liao.
3rd and 4th period.
No more mac liao bahs.
Sian.
Done nth much today.
Study study and study.
Shall not elaborate more.

Okay!
Time for sharing of videos.
Sometimes really do wonder.
Whether there is anyone watching the post i have blog.
wow,i dun care.

獻給在努力生活著的每一個人。
我們都曾經是個快樂的小孩,
我們都在努力地學會長大,
我們都很用心地去愛過一個人。
也許難過和痛苦有過很多。
不要哭，我們更應堅強勇敢地去面對一切的苦難，
如果我眼淚都笑了，誰還會想哭呢？

一个男人和一个女人的故事

LOves_left_Alone.. Monday♥ July 27, 2009

Hello.
Cannot go sch from this monday to nxt week.
Sigh.
Down wif high fever.
39.5 !

Staying at every single day.
Sleep sleep and SLEEP!
Although it is my favourite pastime.
But it seems too much for me.

My head feels like someone using a knife,
to open it.
My throat feels like fire burning it.
Shoulders and legs were painful.
Nose is like a hose.
Keeps got water flowing out.
And my lips were dry.

I was not allowed to bath.
Until i fully recovered.
Sigh..
I really smells awful.
Even myself cannot tahan my own smell.
Sigh.

Life is in a mess rite nw.
Keeps losing my temper.
For no particular reason.
Mum dun allowed to to switch on the fan.
Sigh.

For the past few days,
Nvr eat anything.
Except white bread and MEDICINE.
MEDICINE sure doesn't taste good.
Have 7 pills to swallow thrice a day.
Sigh. Sigh. SIGH.

Ytd,was unable to pick myself up.
Lucky.
Today.Have some energy.
Hence,took out some time to blog here.

Going to eat the MEDICINE again at 1 pm.
Sigh.
I shall end here bahs.
Wish me a speedy recovery bahs.
:D

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This is a website tat help raise funds for children through games.
U can help them!:D
LOves_left_Alone.. Tuesday♥ July 22, 2009

Nvr went sch today.
AGAIN.
Yes.
Dunno poning fer wad.
Because of math test?
Or am i sick and tired of schoollife?

Everyone is asking me to work hard fer my n-levels.
I noe.
If i fail n-levels.
It's the end for my life.
Seriously speaking.
Do you tink i can pass my maths?

Mr yip showed us last year n-levels paper.
People around me have responses like 'WOW'
How can the qns be so damn damn easy?!!!
But.
I was like..
You called tat easy?
Quite a few was easy though.
I was doubtful of my ablilty.
I can choose to go higher nitec,
after my n-levels.
Or go sec 5.
I tink i will choose to go higher nitec.
Because i dun tink i can even pass my o-levels.

Anyway,
receive sms from evelyn this morn.
Asking me whether to pon sch.
After deciding.
Decided to pon.
YES.AGAIN.

Went to meet her at Old Chang Kee there.
Went to NTUC to but constant porridge.
It costs $1.27!
*faints~*
Expensive rite?
And HOney stars too!
I love Honey stars.

Then went to MOs burger there.
Waitng fer the KFC to be open fer business.
IN the end.
And woman came along.
And she had a porridge from Old Chang Kee.
WOW! Smell nice!

Both of us looked at each other.
Then evelyn decided to go buy it from there.
And!
It oni costs $1.40!
Somemore is fresh from pot de!
GRRGRRGRR! -.-"

Anyways,went to her hse after tat.
read her u-weekly.
Then walk walk here walk walk there a while.
Went to slp at 9 plus.
Haha :D
To tink i actually slp till 12.50?
OMG!
Heehee.
Slp on the sofa.
Can oso slp so long!
Can u imagine how much i like to slp?
Wohaha.
Pai seh Pai seh.

Then play viwawa on her com fer a while.
Before going to school.
For focus test.
It is bou Social studies and EL paper 1.
Then finally studied there.
Holding on to the buddha leg at the last minute!
LOL.
BUt something just managed to get in my head.
Heng ah!

Measure temp.
37.5! WOW. Cool.
A lame teacher was there.
Zarina.
WTH.
She sucks. Seriouly.
Took forever for us to settle down.
Sian.
Somemore.
I cant find my foolscrap and tissue paper.
WTF.
Did someone steal it?
Steal tissue? -.-"
Have to take from Azura.
Heehee.
In the end, Zarina took it!
WTH.
She placed it on her table.
GRR!

The time goes so fast.
I cant manage to finish my british de essay.
Sian!
English one ia alright.
A lot time left.
People started making ghostly noises.
haha.
My classmates rocks man!
The teacher was fun.
He play along too.
Then cindy Wong came along and scold.
:D
LOL?
Then went home.
Buy bubble tea.:D

And! IMPORTANT!
FRIENDS!
My handphonr is spoil.
I cant press the up and down button.
MAking it impossible to type.
Hence! I cant send smses.
So forgive me for not replying okayys?
LOveS=)

LOves_left_Alone.. Tuesday♥ July 22, 2009

Bought tis lollipop jus nw.
Because it is imperfect.
No one bought it.
But i choose to.
I mus learn to bao rong imperfect.

I AM JUS A HUMAN.
Not always perfect.

My future is bleak...

Meet Qianwen at mac today.
Early in the morning.
Tired.
Cant manage to wake up on time today.
Get scolded by papa.
Sian.
Finally pick myself up from the bed,
at 6.40!
SO late??!!

Wash up and change.
Left home at 6.50.
FAst bahas.
I oni took 10 mins.

Rch mac at bou 7 .
I saw effa!
Then walked to mac.
Wait there fer qianwen.
Wait fer bou 20 minutes.
Tot tat she haven wake up.
Lucky she called.

She rch bou 7.25 bahs.(i tink)
Complained bou red eye!
Alamak.
Her eye is real damn red.
Anyways,went to have mac breakfast.
Yum yum.
HAd tis habit of having mac breakfast,
Every wed.
Because wanting to be late fer sch.
And to pon PE lesson.

LAst last week rch sch at bou 9am.
THen sat outside at security there,
till recess time then gopal allowed us to go in.
BOo!

But today..
After eating,
we decided nt to go sch.
NOT TO GO WORS!
Without mc or phone calls.
Worried sia.
LAter tml how to answer to Mr So.

Took bus home,
saw a indian boy.
Oso our sch de.
He oso goin home.
Dunno wad happen sia.

And with tis .
I went home and slept.
Jus wake up.
Eating nw.
My lunch.

Evelyn and Grace must be.
Very very pissed off by me.
As i broke my promise again.
Sorry!
I noe i promised many times tat tis is the last time,
but i have nvr done it before.
And keep breaking it.
Sorry! Sorry! Sorry!=(

LOves_left_Alone.. Sunday♥ July 19, 2009

Hey hey! LOng time no update.
Here it is~

I had my N-level oral last friday.
In the hall at 1.50pm.
I ben lai was the third one,
Mustakim nvr come,
hence become the second one.

I was damn damn nervous.
My mind was blank.
Total blank~
Was dismissed at 12.45 pm tat day.
Then went to find grace they all for lunch.
But.
I cant eat.
Chi bu xia.
For the first time lehs!
Aiyoh~

After accompanying grace eat,
went to her art room,
and to take a look at her art piece.
Wow! Quite nicely done.
Different from last time i see.
Can paint on the colour liao woh!
Cute~
All the colours sux lehs.
Oni blue and some can be used.

Time passed by so far.
Soon is 1.30 liao.
I prepared to walk to hall liao.
But in the end,
I walked back to art room.
Haha. Too early liao.
No one is there.
LOL

Then at 1.40 likt tat,
decide to walk back again.
Haha.
Still no one there.
Went toilet to ajust my hair.
Clipped up my frinch.
So lame lame.
Looked ugly to the core liao.

When walked out of toilet.
Finally saw my classmates.
Shafina and Shafiqah the twins.
Smile smile(:
Then yan heng and Nadia came.
Zheng feng came soon too.

Take out entry proof and ic.
Take temperature.
Oh gosh!
Mine is 37.7!!
Mabe to nevous liao bahs!
Lead to high temperature.
Scary scary.
Aiyoyo.
Take again.
Cheat a little bit.
Put it above my tongue.
Heeheehee.
Then 36.7 liao.

The pic is bou salegirl promoting sauce.
Conversation is bou parties and shopping centres.
Overall, i tink i did okay okay oni.
Cox i forget to greet the examiners and thank you them.
Haha.

Totally relived after the oral.
Hehe.
And i oso dun need to go for focus test.
Lucky lehs.
Wohaha.
Very very hungry after oral.
Haha=p
Went to prime after tat.
Bought honey stars.
LOve LOve LOVe!
Then i went home and had a long slp(:

Currently viwawa-ing~
HEeheeheee.
And craving fer Mian bao hua too!
Haix.
Hungry lehs sia!
Keep hungry sia! No wonder so fat.
Haix Haix Haix.
GRR*
Going to have dinner liao.
Bye(:(:(:

LOves_left_Alone.. Saturday♥ July 11, 2009

BOYS OVER FLOWERS AT JUNCTION 8(:

This is the chop given(:

My poor $39.90 shoes):

This is the poster we get(:

This is not a RANDOM post.
Quite happy and angry.
Cox today!!!!!
Channel U giving out BOYS OVER FLOWERS de posters and ez-link card stickers!
At Bishan's junction 8.
So..

MEeting Evelyn at Old Chang Kee.
Wohaha!
Overslept again!
LAte fer a hour lohs!
Evelyn is dammed pissed off!
Then after we met, she kept grumbling.
Harping and harping lohs.
Haha. Ps.

Then went to NTUC to buy some tibits for the waiting at bishan,
BOught lots of things to eat.
Got Wangwang,mineral water,chicken chips and Oreo!
YUm YUm..

Rch there at bou 10 am bahs.
Personally, i tink its too early liao lohs.
Because oni starts at 2.30pm.
And there's oni 250 posters!!
There is less than 150 ppl there.
Hesitating fer a while b4 we finally sat down on the floor.
Haha. Cox wet wet mahs.
Then we start our so called-pinic(:

Cool~
When times goes by~
About 12 plus,
more humans starts to stream in..
Scary things starts to happen...

It is soon 2 plus.
Tink there was bou 1000 plus ppl liao.
We were asked to stand up.
When the gate opens for ppl to go in.
Behind de ppl starts to push!
Not the normal push,
but is those force tat makes the metal fence fell!
Can u ever imagine it?!!
How big is the force?!!
Somemore!
Ppl who is behind us,is nw in front of us lohs!
GRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!
DAmn angry!

They pushed so hard!
Evelyn lost her one of her slippers halfway!
Oops!
Really pathetic, i tell u!
I have nvr ever been so pathetic b4!
GRRRRRR!!!!!

Lucky still got some nice ppl.
Got a fat woman held on to me,
when i was bou to fall forwards!
So scared siaX!
Then she helped us scold the ppl behind!
She say:"Stop pushing!People behind is aredy falling!"
Oso gt security guard scold.

We veri kan jiong lohs!
Keep moving forward.
Try nt let ppl cut!
And worse!

MY SOLE came off!!!
CAnt imagine how suai we are rite?
FAINTS>>
My shirt button was oso been pulled out!
So crazy the singaporeans.
I finally see how kia-su Singaporeans is!

NO choice lohs.
Me and evelyn.
ONe limps, one jumps.
Haix. PATHETIC.

But lucky!
We still managed to obtain the limited posters.
Totally cool~~
BUt we are so lang bei after tat.

But overall,
this is a good experience lorhs.
Really.
But it is so tiring lorhs.

LOves_left_Alone.. Wednesday♥ July 5, 2009

Another touching mv(:

This is the english lyrics fer tat song~
You came to me suddenly one day and left just leaving love...
There is no news from you day after day, year after year...
In worry that you will be disappointed in how much i changed as time has passed,
I fix my makeup today also...

I have done nothing for you, just took what you gave me...
That's why i'm sorry, why did you love a girl like me,
Why you had to leave me, we have to love again somehow...
If i meet you again during my lifetime, i want to argue with you...
Why did you leave me alone in this heartbreaking world without sending news about you...

I have done nothing for you, just took what you gave me...
That's why i'm sorry, why did you love a girl like me,
Why you had to leave me, we have to love again somehow...
We were so young back then...
Now i know the love that i didn't know back then,
even if it isn't great, come take the love that i left for you,
We have to love again somehow....

Nothing much to blog about today~
I tink i totally flunked my bio and chem paper.
Sian~
Haix..

Woke up at 11 plus today.
Quite early fer me~
Went out to central walked walked,
Saw a nice shirt and bought it.

Eat bee-hoon and dou hua drink~
So nice~
Wohaha~
I'm getting fatter! *GRR*

Bought some stationary too.
Then saw shirley and grace.
Totally shocked diao~

Sian~
Then went home and chat online fer a while.
PLay viwawa toos.
Trying to lvl up, but nt easy yea.

Is this for real this time?
Before we broke up many times but in the end you came back.
So is this for real this time?

You know now.
That as time goes by and love doesn't change, it gets harder.
You know now.

Now, even if we love, we can't love.
And if we miss each other, we can't meet.
Don't drink so that you won't get messed up from getting drunk.
If by chance we meet, lets hide away our hearts.
and ask how we are as if we were friends meeting after a long time.

It is not easy to keep a promise.
I know.

It takes 3 seconds to say i love you,
3 hours to explain it,
a lifetime to prove it.
Never say it if you never meant it.

LOves_left_Alone.. Wednesday♥ July 1, 2009

Wake up a slightly late today.
KAna scolded by papa. Wohaha.
Papa put me down in front of the sch.
Then i have to walk to jp by myself to meet qianwen.
So paisei! Ppl walk to sch yet i walking back!
Omg!
Somemore sangeetha saw me using hp when she walked past me.
Lucky she quite gd,nvr baotoe me!
Rch jp's mac fast.
I sweared i had nvr ever walked so fast in my life b4!
*faints*

Have a extra full breakfast at mac.
Hotcakes and milo.
Quite expensive.
I was getting fatter and fatter! *GRR*

Rch sch at bou 8.25am.
Quite late liao lorhs!
Haix.
Then take temp.
Mine is 37.3, almost rite?
Wohaha.
Qianwen's is 37.5! Woo~

Today is a tiring day.
And i am still nt getting used to school life.
Watever bahs.
I dun care anymore..
LOves_left_Alone.. Tuesday♥ June 30, 2009

*faints*
Today second day of sch.
Damn tired. Even though slept at 10 plus ytd.
Nth much happens recently.
Life is getting bitter and bitter.
So many things to do everyday.
Little time to do. So stressed.

Really very tired.
Tink i am going to be a zombie soon.
Haix, repeating the same things everyday.
Wake up,go sch,study study study,go home.

Nw h1n1 so violent.
Mani ppl die wors.
S'pore tink gt oni 600 plus ppl tio.
Tat's why oni 2 schs closed.
Gt teachers tio in westwood and Zhang lao hui.
Our sch gt sunati quarantine.

Everyday take temperature twice.
Today scare me sia.
My temp taken was 37.4 wors!
Almost. Wohaha.

Today slept whole day at sch lehs me!
Tan bee wan even wake me up a few times.
Then send me to toilet to wash face!
Wohaha.

Recently playing viwawa.
Anyone got play?
Can add me as fwen ohs!
LOves_left_Alone.. Sunday♥ June 21, 2009

First,let me start a post by wishing all Daddies a

HAppy Father's Day!

Muhaha! I love my papa=) ( although i dun dare to say it to him! Pai sei marhs=)

Thanks. Papa.
Fer being there always.
Fer forgiving me no matter wad wrong and stupid things i've done.
Fer bringing me up, till so fat so round.=)
Fer buying me watever i wan, even if it is not within ur limits.
Fer giving me love, and a happy family.
If not fer u. I dun tink i will be here.
Once again, I love u.

Ppl always say u do not look like a father to them.
As u always play wif us,
making us not afraid of u.
Hence we always 没大没小, being rude.
Hahas. But u doesn care. As long as we are happy. TA's wad u alaways say=)
Yes. i do agree.
U are like a fwen to us.
U listen to us, have fun wif us, chat wif us.
Yes. And i do love u so.

Papa didn have work today. So we went out to have breakfast or lunch?
HAha. I wake up at 12 plus. Again=)
Ytd sms-ed wif Evelyn till 3 plus( tink i fell asleep halfway!)

Eat chicken rice. But i missed my soya bean drink!
Late by few seconds oni! Last bottle of soya drink was taken away by an old man!
*GRR**GRR* Angry siaX ! All things i wan today, i am unable to get it!
HAix. There's oso 1 shirt bahX i like. But last piece was bought by another person!
Again! Haix...

Damn it. Forget it liao.
Ya. then nth else to do. So walked home.
HAd lots lots fun and laughter cox papa always make jokes.
Make jokes out of everything. AHaha.

Can u guess wad we do after tat?
HAha. WE went to pluck rambutans!
Veri fun. We went to pick up the sticks and aimed to throw the rambutans.
Hahas. There was few which were ready to be eaten lorhs.
I saw a sort of like bird egg barhs. But like bad liao. Haha=)
Really had lots of fun there.
Cox recently papa every sunday working.
Hence no much time fer us.=(
BUt! Today i was really happy.
We totally have 6 rambutans together!
Cool~ Veri nice! I eaten 3 of them! Very sweet woa!

But we are unable to celebrate it as due to some reasons.
Nvm. We will have many more days ahead of us which we can celebrate tgh! Muhaha=)

Btw, i have a urge to go visit beach. Any beach will do.
Anyone cares to go wif me?
Cox i dunno how to go.. Hahas=)

I have another video tat is featuring a family.
The father sacrifice himself fer the son.
The son wanted a guitar badly, but the father was unable to afford it.
NO choice. The father had to steal it.
But on th e way back home, The father fell on the railway and died.
This was a short movie clip introduced to me by my cousin.Enjoy!!=)

HAPPY FATHER"S DAY!!!!!!=).. Saturday♥ June 20, 2009

秋天不回来感人MV=(
片中男主角為了要讓心愛的女人重見天日，而獻出自己眼睛的故事. ..
Pls watch them. Really touching de!=)

13年後的蠟筆小新-小白的最後(感人)

Today got nth precise to do. veri sian.
Hp dunno put where siaX. cant find it anywhere. OMG~
Nth to do. So go watch videos in youtube lorhs.
Found some touching ones. Enjoy.
Actually, i didn cry when i was watching the first one,秋天不回来,
which the boy sacrifice his eyes fer the girl.
Instead i was wondering,will this happen in real life though?
Ppl are selfish, oni wll think of themselves during hard times.
I do tink tat such stories oni happen in Mvs.
Because wad the boy loves is the girl's eyes, 那对会说话的眼睛.
If the eyes are gone and the girl can no longer see, i tink the girl will no longer be the same girl.

Anyways, tears start dropping when i looked at the second one.
Yes. Xiaoxin and Xiaobai.
Although it oni shows words and story, but no mv or pics,
I cry. I really do.
I admit i do cry at the slightest touching thingy.
But tis is the 1st time i drop tears fer a anime thing. OMG~

Sometimes, humans really dun noe how to cherish their beloved.
Be it famailies, friends or pets.
They always wait till they lost it.
Then they regret, cry.
It will be too late then.

Sometimes, although we are unable to change our fate.
But at least we have tried.
What about u?
Cherish ur loved ones now.
Dun wait till it's too late.
Thank u=)

LOves_left_Alone.. Friday♥ June 19, 2009

LOng time nvr blog liao. HAix.
Veri sian nowdays. Nth except homework to do everyday.=(
Today babysitting my sis, mum at frontier singing.
Haix. Sad. Got sore throat. Veri pain.
Nvr go anywhere this few days.
So no pictures to post too.
Anyways. I join Auntylucy fanclub! Yea.
PPl there veri kind, friendly.
Except !.

PSBY! He veri bad.
Say nowsdays where got ppl called themsevles baobeii one, childish.
Wtf! DAmnpissed off by him.
Scolded him back jus nw. Wtf.

To PSBY!
It is my own problem wat i wan to call myself.
U have no right to interfere in wat i tried to call myself.
Pls mind ur own businesses.
U dun even dare to put ur REAl name in the tagboard, still dare to critise other's name! WTF!
If u dun like my name.
I have to methods fer u.

1) Fcuk off and disappeared from earth!
2) U can try calling the police n c whether u can sue me anot.
Congrats to u, if u r successful.
LOves_left_Alone.. Saturday♥ June 13, 2009

有一天……一个失恋的人在公园哭泣……
这时一位哲学家走来……
轻声的问他说"你怎么啦？为何哭的如此伤心"
失恋的人回答说"呜～我好难过……为何他要离我而去"
不料这位哲学家却哈哈大笑，并说"你真笨"
失恋的人便很生气的说
"你怎么这样，我失恋了，已经很难过，你不安慰我就算了，你还骂我"
哲学家回答他说:"傻瓜...这跟本就不用难过啊...真正该难过的是他,因为你只是失去了一个不爱你的人...
而他却是失去了一个爱他的人及爱人的能力"

LOves_left_Alone.. Saturday♥ June 13, 2009

*Woo!* Damn happy today! Went to see Felicia Chin and Dai yang tian at Chinatown Point.
Wow.. It's cool man.
Meet shirley at 10, but again was late for 30 mins plus. Haix.
Went to take bus at bou 11 plus. Ha.
Play along and listen to music. Happy HAppy!
Reach there at bou 12 . Damn early. So went to eat mac and play.
We take away, wanna go to the stage there to wait.
Walked there, but was snubbed by yang yang fans=(
They damn Hao lian. Chey. WAd's the big deal.
We walked away in the end, back to mac. And sat there to eat.
Lame rite? Haix. First time lerhs! HAhaha

ben lai wanna go to toilet take pics. But the toilet there. Oh my Guan Ying Ma!
The place stinks like hell! Like all 100 ppl shitting inside there! OMG!
Stroll Stroll around . Walk to 2nd floor. OMG again.
Saw a HELLO KITTY shop! YES! ALL OHS! DAmn Happy!
But things were expensive man! 1 necklace sold fer $200 plus. *FAINT*
Faster walk out cox no $$ buy. Sadden. HAHA
Went back to the stage. WOW. Lots ppl were there liao!
Muhaha, no place fer us to sit liao lohs!
Luckily met a nice uncle. He ask me to sit in his place. NIce rite?
Then soon, we heard pornsak voice! WOO! EXCITED EXCITED!

Not long, 2pm zhun zhun! ARRIVED!
The ppl there was like screaming, shouting! ALL EXCITED!
Got yang yang and felicia s'pore fc. All fighting.
I tink felicia wins, cox the striking orange aready win liao le lorhs!
Haha. I oso take lots pics. Ha
The nice uncle saw i was taking pics, he again let his place to me! So nice.
So i thks him lorhs! Haha.
After tat when they leaving, we chased after lorhs!
I almost shaked hands wif felicia chin lerhs!
*GRR**GRR*

But something REALLY UNPLEASANT happen there.
PLS Continue to read on.

I dunno how to say lorhs! Should i say out here? Errm.
OKAY!
Take it as a WARNING
barhs!
Tink i was being *touched* or should i say *molested* at there..
MAybe i was just being susipicious or wrong tinking barhs..
Haix.
Okay, here goes...
I was standing in the crowd, Shirley beside me.
A man was behind me. WEIRD AND PLUMP MAN.
When ppl start shouting and screaming, he was like quiet..
I feel like he was always pushing towards me. His face was like inside my hair?.. Errm.
I thought i was just being stupid.
Ignore him and jus continue snapping pics.
But, i knew something was wrong when 30mins passed and the same thing keeps happening.
Tink it became worse.
He.He seems to be using his lower body to deliberatly *knocked* my backside.
I very confused lorhs! Really.
At first i tot tat he was just being excited.
But after tat 30mins, i knew it.
F**K. I tried to push him back. To move in front a bit till the front ppl was unhappy.
He still continue to move forward. Damn it. I stared at him. He wasn even lookin at me. WTF!

I really cant stand it liao lorhs. I told Shirley.
She ask me to move in front of her. I moved.
Finally it stopped. FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY!
I so damned scared siaX!

I was tinkin now.
Is he so desperate fer it?
I not tat pretty, he oso wan like tat do! CB.
Dun let me see him again. Or i surely scream out loud!
He is a damn fat man, mushroom head,bou same height as me,ugly looking.
Of cox larhs. It may oso be my wrong tinkin.
Tot tat he is PERVERT!
TEll me wad u tink,leave me ur comments.
Damn pissed off now!
LOves_left_Alone.. Friday♥ June 12, 2009

Tis is before goin taken de pic=)

And those are taken DURING and AFTER=(

Damn unpleased ytd. Tot is goin to hotel fer dinner or is cousins wedding. But! In the end,
Haix. Jus goin to some place outside temple to eat. And somemore is vegetarian food! OMG.
Tink i had lose a few kilo, MUHAHA.
Dunno how i managed to pass the time there. Sit there from 4 plus to 11 plus barhs.
My backside hurts like hell. Sit too long liao.
Ever since last time saw bala then *ROLLED* down from stairs( *PING PONG PIANG!* ), backside zhong then cannot sit fer long liao.
Damn it. Haix.
I'm nt suanin ppl or wad. Jus tell me go there lohs, wad fer tell me dinner?
Didn really had any fun during there. Haix.
But there is someone who keeps annoying me! *GRR**GRR*
He kept askin how i get here? In motorcycle? Then say i forgot to take off my helmet!.. WTF
Damn angry! I wasn tat familiar wif him lorhs, he oni a fwen of my grandma, yet still dare to make fun of me!
U should noe why rite?( look at my hairstyle larhs!)

Someone today ben lai goin out de, mum ask me to babysit again! Ass
Nth to say liao lorhs! Evelyn's damn pissed off wif me. And i oso damn pissed off.
I say sat confirm can, but she will be at her cousin hse barhs? Haix.
Dunno larhs. See tml how bahs..
Hmmk haven even start yet. Have to chiong throughout the last 2 weeks! *boo*
Maye got k-box session? I dunno...
LOves_left_Alone.. Thursday♥ June 11, 2009

Going dinner now! Later load some pics here! Bye!
Miss me ah!..
LOves_left_Alone.. Tuesday♥ June 9, 2009

As usual, meet at 8am. But i made big improvements today!YIphee!
I reach there b4 shirley does! Hahas.
Today the laptop hates me. keeps hanging on me.
Press start, hangs, wait 15 mins. Press close, hangs, scold F**K and switch off.
Then switch in again. Still cant work. Damn it.
Try Try and Try. Still cannot. Haix.
2nd time is no batt, i still tot laptop spoils,actually oni needs to charge.
But i switch off. Then wait again for 20 mins.
Somemore still ask how to left click. Bullshit.
Dio suan. "Don't u noe there is something in tis world tat is called mouse?"
*GRR**GRR*
I'm really not good with com lorhs. Stupid.

Break. Go find Shirley they all.
pei Grace go art room.
Laughed at her artpiece for lookin like GuanYin. *laughs*
Actually is Candle wif flower. *Diao*
I like veri bad siax.
Keeps giving ppl's atr piece nicknames. Blah
Zi xiang- Hua Pin
Shilin-huo lu
Grace- Guan yin
Someone- toilet bowl.
Someone- Cj 7.
Ha. Then play catching fer 5 mins.
Oni 5 mins, cox tired liao.
After running from parade square to techno room oni!
Really is old liao. Bones like breaking.
Someone like asthma like tat. *Gulp*

Spent time from morn 8 till noon 3 to settle the laptop thing. OMG
Start pasting the presentation board.
Then was released at 4 plus.
Tired tired Tired.
Tink tml oni need to go sch fer last time during holi barhs.(hopefully!)
Cox oni left final journal check. Workpiece finished liao.

Blah. Blah.
Sian
Goin do hmmk liao. Bye!=( LOves_left_Alone.. Monday♥ June 8, 2009

*WooHoo!* Damn SHUANG to be between them! Muhaha=9

Only 2 words can say: DAMN TIRED! *Urggh!*
Today meeting shirley at 8am, tired. And wake up oni at 7.40am. Ha
Oni happen to be late fer 5 mins plus, got improvements! Yeah!
First time late fer 25 mins, second late for 10 mins, now late fer oni 5 mins plus!
Tml will try not to be late! Promise! Mus kick tis bad habit huh.

We then went to take bus, damnnn! Wait fer almost 15 mins the damnn bus then arrived.

Cox we missed the previous due to i'm late, and buy i-weekly lorhs.
Cox is peak hour, so got many ppl. Lucky we got seats to rest.
I listen to 只欠一句我爱你 by 唐禹哲 while shirley browsing through my i-weekly.
(Thks to Charmaine fer telling the song name!=)
There was a long moments of slient. I love it. Cox i dun like to talk much in the morning. Weird huh?
See? Bad habit again. Haix..
I almost fell asleep in the bus again lorhs.*Diao* Always feel like slpin whenever in MOVING vehicles.
Cox shake shake shake like so comfortable.*Woo*
Send her a few songs too. Hope she like it.^^
When reach sch then realize tat needed to be in sch by 8am, not 8.30am! Nvm. Who cares?
Somemore even got ppl comin at 10 plus.*faint*
Reach sch and saw Yan Heng goin back home to take his thumbdrive. Haha
Then walk into classroom wif sangeetha staring! Hahas. "So early huh?" She seems to be sayin to me.
Muhaha. Damn LAME.

Later, start re-drawing my orthography drawing,materials list and parts drawing.
Cox my workpiece got added a new nose.(Got snap pics,but cant put here!)
Listen to 唐禹哲 de 只欠一句我爱你 fer the umpteen times while drawing. LOve it so much! Esp the lyrics!
Draw, DrAw and DRAW till 11 plus. Then she approved them.(I was like FINALLY!)
Then went to 4th floor to take laptop,tryin to use.
BUt I cant seems to switch it open, bo bian, called her again to help.
*Grr* She asks whether i noe how to use laptop anot..
Wtf. Because i nvr pluck in the sort of charger thingy. Then got laugh at again. Damn it.
Later type design specification and helped ming chang. In the end nvr oso.
Cox bad sangeetha say "Do u tink it looks like proper english?"
Then i was like, do i look like a English pro?* Diao~*

Put back artefact and pei yuni to take laptop. The cher there give black face lohS!
WTF! As if i own him hundreds of millions like tat.
I oni come to lend the stupid laptop wad.
Nvm him. We take key then open, take liao.
Wanna lock the cupboard, but cannot lehs! F**K.
Lucky got JieXiang to help. Thks huh.

Then Shortcut....

Da Bao Ban Mian and HOME!=)

Mummy out fer her 三八妇女会 de meeting at kfc. HAix.
Ask her da bao fer me, she say:" So fat liao!Still wan eat junk food!"
*GRR**GRR**GRR* Forget it lorhs. Wat's the big deal? Chey!
I am Waitin fer 9pm, THE ULTIMATUM 双子星!!
Everybody must support ah! Got my fav. idols inside.
Bye. Gonna do English Homework liao. =(

To all of my friends:

I will try to be a 95 marks friend.
I noe i can be rather stubborn and very irritating at times.
Thks fer being bearing my imperfect and always standing by my side all these few years=)
(Don't doubt, it's u!^^)
I noe who is true to me and who is not.
In the future days, i promise to try to change all my bad habits!
I do not aim to be perfect, jus not to be the worst friend ever.

LOves_left_Alone.. Sunday♥ June 7, 2009
Was supposed to do my homework today. Haix.
IN the end, start blogging here. Haha.
Got 3 sets of Maths Prelim papers from other schs,many eL homework.
Tml still got dnt coursework from 8 to 5.*faint*
Cannot Tahan liao. Now watching 公益献爱心.
Shirley say cannot snap my artefact de pics here. Sianz. Tnl askin cher.
Holidays start fer so long liao, yet i still haven go out once yet.Damn bored.*Boo*
Recently start to love Japanese songs like Ayumi's..

To:
新的一天，新的希望。
每一种创伤，都是一种成熟。
不懂得自爱的人，是没有能力去爱别人的。
假如有一天你想哭，打电话给我，我不能保证能使你笑，但是我能陪着你一起哭。

LOves_left_Alone.. Saturday♥ June 6, 2009
Today so sian. Afternoon got nothing to do lehs.
JUs wanna post my dnt de artefact. Hahas.

LOves_left_Alone..

Wednesday♥ June 3, 2009
Tired of everything♥

Jus nw come back from sch at 4 plus, take a quick bath and went to sleep.
Damn tired siaX. Really seems to be tired of everything in life.
Finally get to touch the com. Sianz.

MOrning meet shirley at 8.10 de, but i was late for 10 mins and reach there at 8.20. Ha
Lucky she nvr scold me. Then take bus 241 to sch. Feel lyk slpin always. Damn it..
Haix. Then is again 8 to 5. Tired TiReD TIRED!
After math go find shirley fer recess and eat chao mian.
Yucks! The noodles were watery! =(

Then have bio lessons till 12. Very sianz. Oni few ppl come. Sms-in wif evelyn then almost quarrelled .
Haix Haix Haix. Say i break my promise. I DID try to accomplish my promise liao.
Dead, Finally found my chem tb and geo file in the cupboard. Lucky nvr lost. *heng*

Then have lunch in canteen again. Cant stand canteen de food anymore, feel lyk vomitting.
Always lyk eating the same kind of things. Haix. Sad.
Then went to art room wif grace to c them making the ceramic thingy.
Cool lehs. Regret nvr goin into art. HAIX
Stay there till 1pm then go to dnt lessons.
Lucky do finish early, went home early too!=)

Tml oso got lessons- from 8 to 5 AGAIN!
Whatever huh.
Wanna change new blogskins but dunno hoe to.
Ask shirley tml.
Haix.
No matter how bad today is, Tml will be a brand new day!^^

LOves_left_Alone.. Sunday♥ May 31, 2009
情人节的传奇故事♥

有一个人告诉了我一个情人节的传奇故事。。

据说St. Valentine 是一名年轻的教师，
他反对罗马皇帝一世颁布军人不准结婚的政令。
St.Valentine认为如此以来，军人必无战斗力，
因此他为好些年轻军人主持了婚礼。
罗马皇帝为此大怒，
决定处死这位为军人请命而处处跟他作对的教师。
据说St.Valentine因禁于监狱时，治愈了狱卒矢明的女儿，
这个女孩便爱上了St.Valentine。
公元二六八年二月十四日，St.Valentine遭处决，
狱卒的女儿也随着爱人的死亡而选则死亡。
所以，每年的二月十四日被人们定为情人节来纪念他们的爱情。

JUne holidayS
有几天没有来blog了...
上个拜五是家长与老师的见面会。。
我知道。我真的明白。
我知道自己的成绩并不理想，甚至是烂透了。

Mr So跟妈咪说： Your daughter results is not very good.
She needs to improve more on her maths.
Her other subjects should be okay if she puts in more effort as they oni needs a few more marks then can pass.
Pls make sure she works hard to improve her maths during the holidays.
If not, i dun tink tat she will make it to the o'levels( tat's mean i cant pass n'levels?).
Her attendance in school is also not tat good.( Ya. I admit tat.) Other than this,
the comments from bitch: She have not contribute anything to choir due to her absence.
(Wtf. I admit okay? Fine! But i at least got go once or twice lohs.)
Confirm won get any cca points from tat bitch. Might as well forget it. Haix.

Sianz. Got 3 days nvr go sch.
Chem tb and geo file under table oso duno go where liao.
Scared lost siaX. Chem tb very expensive. Pray hard tat someone got help me put inside cupboard,
if not sure die de. Haix. No hope. This will be a very long post. So bear wif it.

最近因为拿了成绩单，心里有好多感触。
觉得内心和身心都好疲惫喔。。。
成绩和自己想象的，真的差的远的。
悲哀，真的好悲哀喔。从快捷班转去了普通班，成绩怎么还是一样的差啊。

如果我说我清醒了，有人会相信吗？
没有对吗？就知道。算了。。
我觉悟了。我也知道自己要的到底是什么。我想要上中五。
我知道我必须真的很很很努力才能够升上中五。
我不清楚自己能否做得到。但是我一定会努力。
可是，我怕我现在才来后悔，会不会太迟了呢？
Evelyn says; Why u now then regret? Why nvr regret it before mid-year?
对。我同意。我也希望一切还来得及。。

接下来我每天都要回去学校，补习，上课。本来不想去，但是因为清醒了，我答应自己，一定要回去。
明天是第一天。明天也是 o'levels 的第一天。

Now,i'm quite scared. I'm scared tat i will not be able to pass my n'levels.Haix.
Heard tat will need to pass english, MATHS, and 3 other subjects. OMG!
How am i going to pass maths mahs? I have nvr ever pass my maths b4 since p5! *tremble tremble*

Mr So's comments bou me is tat": yiru is too quiet in class.
She needs to interect more wif the class. She also needs to improve more on her studies.
Hahas. i see i see. So tat's his impression of me? Yup.
I do admit tat i am very quiet in class due to many reasons. I duno.
Maybe is lack of friends or a different environment.(Although its been a few months.)
Class 4n3 has been in the same class since 2n2. I heard. Tat explains why their bond is so strong.
So strong till.. I am unable to go in. Or maybe is i am unwilling to open up myself? I dunno.
People who have been my best fren fer long would have knew.
I am not someone who will talk private things to someone whom i am not familiar wif. HUH..
Right now, i am not sure whether i still have best friends by my side.*confused,confused and confused*

LOves_left_Alone.. Tuesday♥ May 26, 2009
Go sch fer?♥

Ytd forget post. HEHES.

Today is tuesday. Sianz, cox today is lyk no studying dao.
Oni a bti fer chem bahx. Ha. I got do the chem homework.
Then shocked me siax. Mdm TAn compilmented me lehs! Wat de.
She say:"Good! Yiru, at least u got try so many pages! Keep up the good work!"
Then i was like.. Diao. *fall down from chair* then chee yin gives me tat *wow* look.
LOL Today feel weird weird de. Dunno? Maybe cox many teachers complimented me? Hahas.
Not trying to be Hao lian lahs. errm. Not many. ONi 2 . Mdm Chan and Mdm Tan lohs. LOL

Today SHE never come into our class as SHE going wif sec2 fer the heritage tour ah. I tink..
Then during the first period study chem. Second period Aziz come in relive us.
Third period then mdm Chan come in lohs. I had nothing to do, so put my head on table and pretended to sleep lohs.
But she still woke me up and had a short conversation wif me. She ask how was my academic results and how come my 'GANG' Not wif me,
all absent ah? Then i told her all my 'GANG' in other classes. LIKE e4 and n2.

Then we talked bou n level paper, i told her someone say tat n-level is actually much more easier than the mid-year paper.
She say yes wors! OMG! Hahas. Then i ask her the normal stream de mid-year paper de qns is it taken from last year de express stream?
She say YES too! OMG! See? I was rite wors! Lyk the social studies and bio paper(which was set by mdm chan.)

Then last period b4 recess, is geo, Ms oh oso nvr come( the heritage tour too). Then Mr paul come in and relive us(See? No studying at all?)
Weird. He suan me. LOL. He say others should follow me as a example. See i so quiet? DIAO LOHS. LOL.

Then recess liao. Sianz. Eat burger again. HaiX. I going to have Mian Bao Lian liao. Hahas. chinese period we go to the com lad to play com.
Quite fun. Even the teacher say tat i actually was alone everytime. Even she can say.Haix. Of cox. I am alone. So wat? I am alone so wad? HUh?

Everyone can see what i appear to be
But only a few know the real me
You can only see what i choose to show
There is so much behind this smile
You just don't know..

LOves_left_Alone.. Monday♥ May 25, 2009
Random post♥

Another day in sch.Quite sianz.
Copy wat others say,doing the same thing over and over again.
Waking early in the morn,go sch,study study emo emo,recess,emo emo emo emo,then go home.
Haix. Sometimes wondering am i really tat detesting?
How come there is no fwen in class 4n3?
HUh? I am quiet? KKIES. I admit.
But i HATE BEING EMO! Who understands? Who noe?
During relief class, nth to do precisely.
Fold paper aereoplanes, fly them.
Continuing to ignore us. This is not the first day and i tink it will oso not be the last day.
Today did a social studies work fer nothing.
Do almost finish,but she walk away when the bell rings.
Does even bother fer us to greet her.

Dun dare to mention her name. I am scared!
She VISITED Yan Heng's blog and saaw him bloggging bad things bou her,then went to class to report. Ha
End Of Story.(No Pics Today!=D)

LOves_left_Alone..


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