小傻瓜の日记♥

2009-06-05T03:03:00.000-07:00

有几天没有来blog了...

上个拜五是家长与老师的见面会。。
我知道。我真的明白。
我知道自己的成绩并不理想，甚至是烂透了。

Mr So跟妈咪说： Your daughter results is not very good. She needs to improve more on her maths. Her other subjects should be okay if she puts in more effort as they oni needs a few more marks then can pass. Pls make sure she works hard to improve her maths during the holidays. If not, i dun tink tat she will make it to the o'levels( tat's mean i cant pass n'levels?). Her attendance in school is also not tat good.( Ya. I admit tat.) Other than this, the comments from bitch: She have not contribute anything to choir due to her absence.(Wtf. I admit okay? Fine! But i at least got go once or twice lohs.) Confirm won get any cca points from tat bitch. Might as well forget it. Haix.

Sianz. Got 3 days nvr go sch. Chem tb and geo file under table oso duno go where liao. Scared lost siaX. Chem tb very expensive. Pray hard tat someone got help me put inside cupboard,if not sure die de. Haix. No hope. This will be a very long post. So bear wif it.

最近因为拿了成绩单，心里有好多感触。
觉得内心和身心都好疲惫喔。。。
成绩和自己想象的，真的差的远的。
悲哀，真的好悲哀喔。从快捷班转去了普通班，成绩怎么还是一样的差啊。

如果我说我清醒了，有人会相信吗？
没有对吗？就知道。算了。。
我觉悟了。我也知道自己要的到底是什么。我想要上中五。
我知道我必须真的很很很努力才能够升上中五。
我不清楚自己能否做得到。但是我一定会努力。
可是，我怕我现在才来后悔，会不会太迟了呢？
Evelyn says; Why u now then regret? Why nvr regret it before mid-year?
对。我同意。我也希望一切还来得及。。

接下来我每天都要回去学校，补习，上课。本来不想去，但是因为清醒了，我答应自己，一定要回去。明天是第一天。明天也是 o'levels 的第一天。

Now,i'm quite scared. I'm scared tat i will not be able to pass my n'levels. Haix. Heard tat will need to pass english, MATHS, and 3 other subjects. OMG! How am i going to pass maths mahs? I have nvr ever pass my maths b4 since p5! *tremble tremble*

Mr So's comments bou me is tat": yiru is too quiet in class. She needs to interect more wif the class. She also needs to improve more on her studies. Hahas. i see i see. So tat's his impression of me? Yup. I do admit tat i am very quiet in class due to many reasons. I duno. Maybe is lack of friends or a different environment.(Although its been a few months.) Class 4n3 has been in the same class since 2n2. I heard. Tat explains why their bond is so strong. So strong till.. I am unable to go in. Or maybe is i am unwilling to open up myself? I dunno.

People who have been my best fren fer long would have knew. I am not someone who will talk private things to someone whom i am not familiar wif. HUH.. Right now, i am not sure whether i still have best friends by my side. *confused,confused and confused*

Tired of everything

2009-06-03T04:40:00.002-07:00

Jus nw come back from sch at 4 plus, take a quick bath and went to sleep.
Damn tired siaX. Really seems to be tired of everything in life.
Finally get to touch the com. Sianz.

MOrning meet shirley at 8.10 de, but i was late for 10 mins and reach there at 8.20. Ha
Lucky she nvr scold me. Then take bus 241 to sch. Feel lyk slpin always. Damn it..
Haix. Then is again 8 to 5. Tired TiReD TIRED!
After math go find shirley fer recess and eat chao mian.
Yucks! The noodles were watery! =(

Then have bio lessons till 12. Very sianz. Oni few ppl come. Sms-in wif evelyn then almost quarrelled .
Haix Haix Haix. Say i break my promise. I DID try to accomplish my promise liao.
Dead, Finally found my chem tb and geo file in the cupboard. Lucky nvr lost. *heng*

Then have lunch in canteen again. Cant stand canteen de food anymore, feel lyk vomitting.
Always lyk eating the same kind of things. Haix. Sad.
Then went to art room wif grace to c them making the ceramic thingy.
Cool lehs. Regret nvr goin into art. HAIX
Stay there till 1pm then go to dnt lessons.
Lucky do finish early, went home early too!=)

Tml oso got lessons- from 8 to 5 AGAIN!
Whatever huh.
Wanna change new blogskins but dunno hoe to.
Ask shirley tml.
Haix.
No matter how bad today is, Tml will be a brand new day!^^

情人节的传奇故事

2009-05-31T08:14:00.002-07:00

有一个人告诉了我一个情人节的传奇故事。。

据说St. Valentine 是一名年轻的教师，
他反对罗马皇帝一世颁布军人不准结婚的政令。
St.Valentine认为如此以来，军人必无战斗力，
因此他为好些年轻军人主持了婚礼。
罗马皇帝为此大怒，
决定处死这位为军人请命而处处跟他作对的教师。
据说St.Valentine因禁于监狱时，治愈了狱卒矢明的女儿，
这个女孩便爱上了St.Valentine。
公元二六八年二月十四日，St.Valentine遭处决，
狱卒的女儿也随着爱人的死亡而选则死亡。
所以，每年的二月十四日被人们定为情人节来纪念他们的爱情。

JUne holidayS

2009-05-31T05:20:00.002-07:00

Go sch fer?

2009-05-26T00:54:00.002-07:00

Ytd forget post. HEHES.

Today is tuesday. Sianz, cox today is lyk no studying dao. Oni a bti fer chem bahx. Ha. I got do the chem homework. Then shocked me siax. Mdm TAn compilmented me lehs! Wat de. She say:"Good! Yiru, at least u got try so many pages! Keep up the good work!" Then i was like.. Diao. *fall down from chair* then chee yin gives me tat *wow* look. LOL Today feel weird weird de. Dunno? Maybe cox many teachers complimented me? Hahas. Not trying to be Hao lian lahs. errm. Not many. ONi 2 . Mdm Chan and Mdm Tan lohs. LOL

Today SHE never come into our class as SHE going wif sec2 fer the heritage tour ah. I tink.. Then during the first period study chem. Second period Aziz come in relive us. Third period then mdm Chan come in lohs. I had nothing to do, so put my head on table and pretended to sleep lohs. But she still woke me up and had a short conversation wif me. She ask how was my academic results and how come my 'GANG' Not wif me, all absent ah? Then i told her all my 'GANG' in other classes. LIKE e4 and n2.

Then we talked bou n level paper, i told her someone say tat n-level is actually much more easier than the mid-year paper. She say yes wors! OMG! Hahas. Then i ask her the normal stream de mid-year paper de qns is it taken from last year de express stream? She say YES too! OMG! See? I was rite wors! Lyk the social studies and bio paper(which was set by mdm chan.)

Then last period b4 recess, is geo, Ms oh oso nvr come( the heritage tour too). Then Mr paul come in and relive us(See? No studying at all?) Weird. He suan me. LOL. He say others should follow me as a example. See i so quiet? DIAO LOHS. LOL.

Then recess liao. Sianz. Eat burger again. HaiX. I going to have Mian Bao Lian liao. Hahas. chinese period we go to the com lad to play com. Quite fun. Even the teacher say tat i actually was alone everytime. Even she can say.Haix. Of cox. I am alone. So wat? I am alone so wad? HUh?

Everyone can see what i appear to be
But only a few know the real me
You can only see what i choose to show
There is so much behind this smile
You just don't know..

Random post

2009-05-25T03:02:00.002-07:00

Another day in sch.Quite sianz.
Copy wat others say,doing the same thing over and over again.
Waking early in the morn,go sch,study study emo emo,recess,emo emo emo emo,then go home.
Haix. Sometimes wondering am i really tat detesting?
How come there is no fwen in class 4n3?
HUh? I am quiet? KKIES. I admit.
But i HATE BEING EMO! Who understands? Who noe?
During relief class, nth to do precisely.
Fold paper aereoplanes, fly them.

Continuing to ignore us. This is not the first day and i tink it will oso not be the last day.
Today did a social studies work fer nothing.
Do almost finish,but she walk away when the bell rings.
Does even bother fer us to greet her.

Dun dare to mention her name. I am scared!
She VISITED Yan Heng's blog and saaw him bloggging bad things bou her,then went to class to report. Ha
End Of Story.(No Pics Today!=D)

Post fer fun>.<

2009-05-24T06:23:00.002-07:00

刚才在冲凉的时候，想了很多问题。。。
在想。。自己是否不是一个好学生...
自己经常不上学，逃课。。
好姐妹相劝也不理不睬，甚至还把她给弄哭了。
我知道我错了。我也不想这样的。
但是我却无能为力。。
和她虽然只同班了那么一年，但是我们却成了好朋友，好姐妹。
我竟然还把她弄哭了。
就因为我的执迷不牾。
虽然在昨天已经和她和好了。但是毕竟还是有冷战过。
彼此之间的感情也没有以前那么深了。
一张白纸被人剪破了，虽然可以用胶纸把它黏回去，但它已经不再是以前的那一张了。因为已经有了裂痕，很难再把它修好。
我很庆幸我并没有矢去这个好姐妹。
真的，宝贝。。
你是幸福的。你是个幸福的小公主。

Going in circles at bugis.

2009-05-23T03:58:00.002-07:00

Just came back from Bugis. Wif grace. Hahas.
Ben lai say go there to buy art materials de.But ended up going in circles! Ha
We reach there,then followed zi xiang's instructions to take bus.Then i saw a building tat is quite interesting lohs. Lyk made of bubbles foams. Ha

But dunno why, we walked under the scorching sun for almost half an hour. Then reach Bugis national library but find out it's not there. Then we go 7-11 buy water. Damn thristy siaX!Then later then find out tat we are very stupid lohs. Haix ya.Cox cox the be wad berash complex de.

We aready reach there liao le lohs! Ahlamak! WE ALIGHTED AT TAT BUS STOP LOHS! Then somemore walked for so long. URRGGH!But it's okay. Ha. We finally reach there at the ber bersah complex then walked inside to find the art supplies shop tat called ART FRIEND. Then finally found it on level 3. AiyaH! Oso thanks to zi xiang lahs. Hehes.

Anyway,this is the first time i went out wif grace after we quarrelled. Ben lai thought tat will be quite leng lohs, but in the end not so leng. Hahas. We still talked bou quite a lot of things.It ws really a great feeling to have a best sister back. Finally! =x

Almost a bad day!

2009-05-21T22:42:00.002-07:00

Yo yo yo! Jus Came back from sch! Today de paper all take back liao except for chemistry. Sianzzz.
Results is as followed:
Social studies: 20/50
Chinese: Listening compre: 18/20
Oral: 40/50
Paper 1: 58/70
Paper 2: 40/50
Overall is 78/100
English paper 2 is 42/80
Overall: 55/100 (2nd in class ohs!)

Jus now in class ms azeanni was very disappointed wif us. Because trip called her a stupid teacher behind her back during the relief period ytd. Then the teacher relieving us is ms lim. Tink is she overheard it and told ms azeanni. No wonder when she walked into our class tis morn, she was lyk.. errm.. Black face.

Then she started scolding us. Blame us for saying her a stupid teacher. We got apologized lohs. But trip dun have. He doesn't tink tat he was in the wrong. She said tat many teachers said tat oni she has the ablilty to control us and tat she seems more to be lyk our form teacher than mr soh. Dunno lehs. Damn confusing.

Then we today got 4 periods of her lessons mahs. 2 English and 2 Social studies. U noe wat she did? She actually communicated wif us by using her laptop. We ask, she write. Seems lyk she dun wan to talk to us lyk tat... Somemore she jus nw cried. OMG! I didn expected tat lohs.. REally!

Some of the classmates say she cried is because we had let her down. We made her disappointed by giving such poor results and by calling her bad names behind her back. She even walked out of the classroom. At last is ili and zahilda who coaxed her back. I had to admit tat she is a good english teacher. My grades was pulled up by her. Both english and social studies. Although i didn passed my social studies. But i noe i had improved. All thanks to her. Her scoldings, her pushing had helped us. Recently heard from her tat our english is going to change liao.Sian, really is sian diao. Cox we noe tat she can teaches us well and we DO noe tat our grades might drop if teacher is really being changed.

Haix.Anyway, I would really lyk to say sorry to her lohs. If she tinks tat i am in the wrong too.
Sorry, Ms Azeanni.

Okkies. Another thing to be happy is tat, I have gained back a sister today! Yeah!!!! I have he hao wif grace liao! Jus now. Hehes. Hao HAppy HAppy Ah!!! <3>

Got holidays mehs???

2009-05-20T23:44:00.002-07:00

Today get back results liao.But i tink i did not do well(even when i drop to normal tech. Sianz Diao..
My results fer today:

English(paper 1): 35/60[passed!=)]
Maths(paper1): 18/80
(paper2): 8/60
Biology: 26/50[passed!]
Chemistry: 23/50
Design n Technology: 19/70
Geography: 23/50(ms oh say i improved from a single digit to double digits! Yeah!)

This is the oni papers i get back lohs. LOL
Tink marking scripts will be until next monday.
But very stupid loo.Got holiday lyk no holiday lyk tat! Everyday must come sch, lyk even more worse than during school time! Might as well dun have holidays mahs!
GRRRR!.. Angry!
1st and 2nd week: DnT
1pm-5pm
8am-5pm
Wa sai! Cannot ta han liao.
Stressed! StReSsEd! STRESSED!!!!!!

Friday.

2009-05-17T21:26:00.001-07:00

Ps: It's not my leg!

Heyhey! Me backS..

TAt day fri forget to post new blog. Hahas Now bu hui bahX. Iwent to the library to sample carol aunty's hor fun. It was okay. Not tat nice n not tat digusting.I like the prawns best cox they are very fresh lehs. Hes. But can u imagine? I ate 4 bowls! omg lohs. Ya. Cox tat woman is coming. HAhas. So ah mei and i swoop almost all but dunno y lehs, there was still enough left fer her to eat lehs! Siao Siao Siao. Then after tat huh, we went to library lohs. LOL. I borrow 4 books. One is bou nails de, other 3 is bou love story de bahx! Yup. I finally post all the pics i have liao! Yeah! ^^

FAnn and Christ Are Married! 16th May 2009

2009-05-16T07:24:00.000-07:00

This is the interview taken from xin.sg=)

新传媒新闻报道，新传媒阿哥阿姐李铭顺和范文芳，今早完成了注册结婚仪式。两人是在亲朋戚友的见证下，宣誓成为夫妻，过程温馨美满。李铭顺和范文芳拉着对方的手，轻声却坚定的宣誓：“从今以后不论是顺境或逆境，幸福与贫困，健康或疾病，我都将爱护你，珍惜你直到天长地久，我承诺一生一世对你忠心到底。” 宣誓完毕，互相戴上戒指，并在结婚证书签名，结婚仪式既简单隆重，又温馨。注册师宣布：“既然你们已经在我面前表示愿意一起过婚姻的生活并且互相庄严发誓这么做我现在正式宣布你们结为夫妻。”现场宾客以掌声表示对二人的祝福，场面十分温馨。铭顺和文芳就这样结束了九年的爱情长跑，正式结为夫妻。两人穿着简单，今早在酒店举行的结婚仪式，出席的除了亲朋戚友外，还有多名圈内好友。 933DJ周崇庆说：“我的偶像她每次没有表现出来可是我知道她是很爱铭顺，她是比较收敛的，但是我知道她内心是很澎湃的。” 新传媒艺人洪慧芳则送上明星夫妻婚姻保鲜的秘诀：“最重要是互相信任，在圈子里面真的是要互相信任，互相沟通真的是很重要的。” 铭顺和文芳在完成注册仪式后，已经前往马六甲拜祖先，至于给长辈敬茶和酒席等礼俗，则会在9月进行。
And me.. I am wishing them a blessful marriage and have your own kids soon!^^

Exams's over!

2009-05-13T23:14:00.000-07:00

Yea Yea Yea! Exams is finally finally over! I can watch movies and play com again.Today is last paper liao. Is chem and Chinese listening compre. But heng ah, i nt art one, if not tml still have to come to sch, lyk qianwen. Hahas. Wa sianz. Just nw recess almost nobody to pei me lohs. LOL Heng got eileen, she oso waiting fer Valerie and siew peng. Hahas.Then i sit wif her and have recess tgh lohs. Lucky we still got topics to talk about. If not, surely very leng diao. Aiyah! Qianwen n evelyn lahs, dun wan come early to find me. Heihei. Anyway, although it is a bless tat exams are over, but it will be a extreme headache to receive the results, OMG!

Exams starting again>>

2009-05-11T00:25:00.000-07:00

Exams starts again tml. Sainz diao lohs. Haven even start to revise yet loha lol.. Haix.
Tml is biology paper and dnt paper. Dnt i can forget it liao lahs, confirm won pass de lohs.. Haix.
Bio mahs.. Hahas. Not sure yet bahx. HAven start yet lehs. Later start revising at 6 plus bahx..
OMG! BTW! Michelle and shaun marrying today! They are very deng dui tgh lohs! Zong yi go live today will oso show the process! Hahas!
Wish them forever happiness! ^^

2009-05-10T23:59:00.002-07:00

Magic 8 Ball & MySpace Layouts

HAppy day in imm^^

2009-05-10T05:47:00.002-07:00

Hahas.. ytd go imm wif family.. I walked past a shop wif damn pretty de clothes lohs! lol.. Haix. Really lyk the clothes insid, esp is the ones wore by the models! But.. Wat can i do? Haix. Haix. Haix.. Cant wear lehs..

Geography paper

2009-05-07T20:12:00.000-07:00

我回来了! EVen when yesterday study till so late, nth seems to go into my mind! HAHA!.. SianZZZ...
See the notes? OMG! So many .. 好难! Hahaz. Nth to do, so bored, so take cameras anyhow shot lohs.. Shot? sounds weird wo... =)

Happy Day! =)

2009-05-06T22:05:00.002-07:00

Today.. Nth much happen. Hahas. Went to sch fer social studies test. Then pei qianwen evelyn they all have recess. Then went home at 11 plus. Tml is geography paper lehs! But i haven even study yet! Oh shit man.. Hahas. I dun even noe wat chapters are involved. This is my first entry ohs~ =)